Inspiring

So I just watched the most inspiring video, that both moved me and brought a tear to my eye. The video shall not be named, for it is not needed. But the video inspired me to do great things and believe more in myself. First off, it made me think that, I shall not try to please everybody, but put myself first. For I am a nice person, I have troubles with saying no. I'm also very good at giving people advice on what not to do, but do the same mistakes myself. I should start living more like I learn. For I can't always be the strong person, I can't be the one standing strong at the end of day, if I don't put myself first. I must learn to love myself before I can really love someone else, for I am simply human. I make mistakes, I say things I should not say, I do regret some of the things I've said in the past, but most of it came from the heart, when I've been feed up with to much bullshit for to long. I never wish to hurt anyone, but it's inevitable sometimes. For I am tired of being taken advantage off. 


So what am I going to do about it? I shall for starters care less for those that does not care about me, the people that only call me when they need something from me. For those are'nt the people I need in my life. I shall start saying no to things I do not wish to do. 


I shall start living alittle more, surrond myself with people that are full of life. People that understand me, and accept me for whom I am. 


I shall now end this with a quote;


"What happens to a man is less significant than what happens within him."
       - Louis L. Mann

Pussy

Shit serious.

Magnus

Novacane, baby.

Long time, no see. Is a common thing to say, when you have not seen someone in a while. I think it's a pretty boring phrase, or well every phrase that states it was a long time ago you've meet. Especially when it's someone you really don't want to meet, there is a reason why you ignore some, and don't give a fuck if you meet them ever again.

And then again, if it's the other way around. You meet someone you know and like and have not seen in a while. What if they think about what i stated above? What if they really don't like you. This is a vicous circle I suppose, or maybe a form of double standard? What do I know.

And you know what really grinds my gears? WOMEN! Or well most of 'em. You guys know the feeling of what I'm about to say. And for starters most of, or almost every woman out there is a fucking hypocrit! Especially if you are in a relationship. So just hear me out on this one.

There is always do and don't in a relationship, but apperently it only applies in some situations. For starters, if I were to go to the pub and whatnot, I'm an asshole who just wants to go out and drink myself completely wasted and hit on other women, and don't want to spend time with her, and blablabla. ERR WRONG, I got out to have a good time with my friends, but if you keep it up I might consider hitting on other women, your call. Okey, so same situation with the woman. I'm telling her, so wait; It's okey for you to go out clubbing and drinking yourself shitfaced and dance and whatnot with other guys? (EVEN if they say they don't do this, they do. It's a fact.) And you say I'm not allowed to go down to the pub and have a couple of beers with my friends? Sigh...

Another one, say your girlfriends best friend ever, is a guy that she's known for about 5 years maybe. And she says she's going to sleep over, and you say it's fine. (Altho you think something is up. No pun intended.) Speak no more of it. About a month later you say you are going to sleep over at your best friends place, a girl you've known since you went to kindergarden and have no sexual interest in. Your girlfriend have the balls to say you can't and bla bla bla, you are going to have sex with here, bla bla bla. BITCH YOU JUST DID THE SAME  THING A MONTH AGO. What's the diffrence?

You see the hypocrisy here? 


I can write you a novel on this shit, but meh. I can't be bothered with it. They will never understand what they did wrong, and why you get mad. And no, I'm not saying all women are like this, but most of 'em.

Live long and prosper.

First Post, mean nothing?

So, there I was! Sitting in my chair thinking, what should I do next, bored to the point of no return. So I thought to myself; "Why not start a blog?!" And so I did, and here I am!

So who am I? Well, for starters I don't really know who I am, I'm myself in the making, you learn new stuff about yourself everyday. But this I can tell you, my name is Alex, I'm 22 years old and from the great country of Sweden, yes we do have alot of blonde blue eyed babes here, altho not as many as you may think.

Anyways, you might wonder why I'm doing this in english insteed of swedish? I thought to myself that it would be great for me, practice my grammer and stuff like that. Also I thought I might reach out to a wider audience, you see, Sweden only has about 9.5million people, and appernetly after googling it, 90% of the swedish population has internet access, which I did not know until a second ago. And I could not find a statistic of how many of those that read blogs.

So, what am I going to write about? I'm not really sure yet, I  think I'm just going to write whatever comes to mind, maybe my thoughts on the news of the day and how my day has been. I'll probably repost things I find interstering aswell. I'll try to update atleast once a day :)

Well that's it for me now, time to sleep